Then steady have some boy to talk to every fucking day. It really doesn’t make any sense. There has not been one time where any of them have been alone… Never. They constantly need someone to keep them company. I can tell I’m definitely in a different space of my life; I learned to have peace with being alone, whether I like it or not. The only thing I need to keep one dude around for is regular sex, if we’re going to be honest, and we won’t be up each other’s ass all day, every day because I have business about myself and he needs to have some as well. I want something that is going to be concrete and real. I don’t desire to have flings that are just for “right now” and temporary confidence boosts. I don’t look to a dude to tell me something about myself that I don’t already know. I don’t need affection in that way… I can go but a new dog, if that’s the case.